Sem 2 Section 08/09

Sem 2 Section 08/09 just finish when the final exam's results come out yesterday. When I had been told by my friend that the result was out, suddenly I felt nervous and my leg felt cold. Everytime when I had this kind of feeling, something bad or unlucky things sure will happen. After I login to my university's webpage and checked my result, I was not satisfied with my result. Although I knew that I won't get a good result this sem, I never think that some of the subjects would get the grade that were out of my expectation. This was because when I was sitting for those papers I thought that they were just fine with me. However, the fact telling me that it wasn't. I was quite disappointed. The reason why I thought that I won't get a good result this sem is because there were too many bad things happened around me. Those things keep on disturbing my mind sometimes till I couldn't pay full attention when I tried to do my revision. That was the first time I got the feeling before I entered the exam room for my mid-term exam. I felt super duper panic and nervous at that time and I couldn't remember those notes that I had memorized. Although I told myself to calm down, I still didn't score well for that subject. When it's my final, I couldn't sleep well and sometimes that caused me always in a blur condition. All I can say is that this sem is really an unlucky sem for me. Hope that lucky things will be waiting for me during the next sem.... Gambatte neh, ris!